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LOVEY~♥

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ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.

Designer: Yours truly.
Header: Nicole.

Waking up I see that everything is ok

Saturday, February 27, 2010

---This innocence is brilliant

I hope that it will stay

I need you now Please don't go away

And I'll hold on to it

Don't you let it pass you by---

I'm addicted to this song !!

Innocence by Avril Lavigne

and she is soooooo beautiful !!

Signing off;

Hze

- 4:22 AM.

The dreams in which I'm dying

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

---All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places Worn out faces

Bright and early for daily races

Going no where Going no where

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression No expression

Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow

No tomorrow No tomorrow---

I think this song, Mad World by Adam Lambert

is best to describe my mood now ....

I feel like crying out my lungs !!

Signing off;

Hze

- 12:56 AM.

I wanna be the one to hold your hand

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

We are all a little weird

and life is a little weird.

It becomes weirder

when we find someone

whose weirdness is compatible with ours.

We join up with them

and fall in mutual weirdness.

Perhaps this is what they call LOVE.

Signing off;

Hze

- 4:31 AM.

Have you ever had shoes without shoe strings?

Monday, February 22, 2010

---Life's a game but it's not fair

I break the rules so I don't care

So I keep doing my own thing,

walking tall against the rain.

Victory's within mile,

almost there don't give up now.

Only thing that in my mind is

who's gonna run this town tonight---

Run this down by Rihanna ft. Jay-Z

It's really a nice song ^^

Signing off;

Hze

- 11:31 PM.

Declaration of my great love

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I used to complain that

why aren't you perform as good as the others?

And I know that I was too silly asking too much from you ...

Again,

you are the reason for I kept arguing with mom

until I feel so tired and almost give you up ...

But for I know that you always treat me so tenderly

even I was throwing unreasonable temper on you ...

Sometimes,

I feel so mad about your mood swings which are hardly tolerable ...

I know that you were just trying to teach me a little lesson.

For you, the one who always being here for me

whenever I am happy or sad ...

I eventually realise that I really need you in my life ~

For I feel more secure to be with you than my own dad.

When I was in panic or anxious,

you are always there with me,

ensuring that everything will be fine for me ...

People told me that the period of a year means nothing ...

this is because they have no idea at all about what we are sharing ..

adn those precious moments and memories we had together ..

I apologise sincerely for I once hurt you so deep

yet,

you are still here for me,

never ever leave me alone ...

Perhaps the age gap between you and me

might bring a little problem for us ...

But I promise that as long as you are here with me

then I will care for you with my whole life !

Even if there's a day we separate

and I fall in love again with someone new

but it would never be the way I loved you just like now ..

You had me fell in love with you completely,

my part-time boyfriend, dear Pajero

Signing off;

Hze

- 8:18 PM.

But this is private, between you and me

I tried to get some sleep ...

but end up thinking all the unnecessary things.

I know it has been fated,

for my life has been destined too

and nothing else can be done ..

But I just can't help myself from stop worrying!!

I'm close losing sanity !!

I really hate this battlefield in both of my head and heart !!

Signing off;

Hze

- 10:28 AM.

The girl who is in love with BLUE

~ Hazel + Sharon~

Yo =)

Today I went meeting up with my dearie Shaz ^^

I hadn't seen her ever since we graduated from SETA ...

I think there're some common points we share and

that make us feeling so easy to chat with each other =D

Because we both are incredibly STRAIGHTFORWARD

and we DON'T care how others judge us !!

I was actually feeling very down ... ...

Thanks to Sharon who really smoothened my anxiety :]

And thanks to Seng Lee for being our cameraman

" Nice shot, dude !! "

Signing off;

Hze

- 1:29 AM.

But can you feel this magic in the air?

Saturday, February 20, 2010

" Sometimes,

someone says something so small

and it just fits right into the

empty place in your heart ... "

Signing off;

Hze

- 2:22 PM.

Brought me back to that McDonalds

---New York !!!

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of,

There's nothing you can't do ...

Now you're in New York,

these streets will make you fell brand new,

the lights will inspire you

Let's here it for

New York, New York, New York !

One hand in the air for the big city,

street lights, big dreams all looking pretty.

No place in the world that can compare.

Put your lighters in the air.

Everybody says yeaaahhh

Come on, come

yeah---

I really feel like going to New York

after listened to Empire state of mind

by Jay-Z ft. Alicia Keys ~

Signing off;

Hze

- 12:55 AM.

Who am I to rate the morning sun?

Four words :

NOT IN THE MOOD !!

Signing off;

Hze

- 12:12 AM.

Zip your mouth like a padlock !!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

I asked Andy :

" Do you think I'm a shopaholic ?"

" No. I think you're a BOOKAHOLIC !! " he answered.

I bought another fiction !!!

It's my 4th one ever since after STPM ... ...

I think mom's going to kill me soon ~~

Oww ~

I think I'll not stepping into the english fictions' department for 6 months ...

T.T

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My owlish insomia is getting serious and serious ...

You know why ?

Coz I'm almost come to the dead end !!

Signing off;

Hze

- 11:34 PM.

Music's up, listen hot stuff

~eehui.peipei~
It has been ages ago since the last time we met ...
It was ... ... 9 years ago ~
What a shocking number ?!
Oh yea, please don't doubt on it =X
And please believe me that this was only the second time for us to meet.
An unexpected legend is started when we met each other
during a 3 days-2 nights PBSM's camp.
Ooh,
I do hate these four alphabets
when they are forced to be crumpled together in my mind...
but undeniably that they really brought me a lot and a lot more ... ...
In an exchange of mailing address,
and so the legend develops gradually into a special, truest friendship
which we have established through hundred of papers and billion of words.
I did feel like a kind of blind dating at first ..
haha..
coz we didn't really remember each other to be honest =/
It's all our hand-writings that we are familiar the most =D
But we weren't strangers in letters since long time ago.
We would write everything so we could talk everything ^^
Once again --
Happy Sweet 20th to my dearie special Pearlyn ~ ♥
Signing off;
Hze

- 12:57 AM.

So just hush, baby, shut up

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Alright now .
Certain parts of him is soooooo addictive !!
I have just found something interesting about
my latest dream man =P
So,
I gonna share at here ^^
*****
- Is the youngest of 6 siblings.
- Is a strong Christian.
- In high school, Seann was known as 'Church Boy'
for his clean leaving lifestyle.
- His name means ' Gift from God '.
- Wears glasses.
- Has a phobia of needles.
- Cannot swim.
- His favourite subject in high school was History.
- His first kiss was in 6th grade with a girl named Laura.
- Lost his viginity at the age of 19.
- Didn't have his first drunk until he was 21.
- Pet: his cat, Choneez
( in Spanish means underwear he says )
- Has 4 tattoos : a broken heart on his hip, an infinity symbol in his wrist,
a lightening bolt on his thigh & 'Amo', Latin for 'I love you' on his tailbone.
- Got the lightening bolt for his 20th b'day to symbolise
how fast he ran in high school.
- The 'Amo' tattoo is the family motto.
- Used to work in LA Zoo looking after the animals.
- Used to work for Science Revolutions
selling glow-in-dark sticks.
- Used to want to be a fireman or
professional athlete when he grew up.
*****
His naughty little smirk is all making me wanna to lust after >3
Signing off;
Hze

- 3:12 AM.

Tattoo your name across my heart

" Apologising ;
does not always mean that you are wrong
and the other person is right ... ...
Sometimes ,
it just means that you value your relationship
more than your ego ."
Signing off;
Hze

- 3:02 AM.

iHEARTyou

Sunday, February 14, 2010

To all my sweethearts :

(I don't think you need me to name out each of you

as you all have known who you are I mean =D )

iHEARTyou

_______________________________________________________________

Oohhh ~

I want Seann Willian Scott to be my valentine !!!

Signing off;

Hze

- 4:48 PM.

Baby, you're one in a million

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Girls can have innumerable crushes

but her heart belongs only to

one guy

Signing off;

Hze

- 5:31 PM.

Do, do you got a first aid kit handy?

Today ... ...

When uncle 'Nice' heard that I've just finished STPM,

he said :

" Wow ~ You're so daring to take STPM !! "

A chill of despair quickly ran through my vein ... ...

Yup.

I think the bravest thing that I ever did in my entire life is

taking STPM ... ...

Because he experienced this bloody terrible period before ...

This is why he could understand ...

And to be honest,

this extremely horrific nightmare is still haunting me until today ... ...

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' NO MONEY ; NO HONEY '

Even my dad and mom said that

he is soooo good-looking !!!

HaHaHa

Yea, he is really handsome.

Signing off;

Hze

- 12:52 AM.

Book Review : P.S. I Love You

Thursday, February 11, 2010

AH-HA

I have finally finished reading the book,

P.S. I Love You

I swear,

I will not read romantic fiction again.

It isn't that bad actually

But ... ... not my type of book ... ...

This story is about the widowhood of a woman

and how she got back to her own life without her husband ... ...

Arrrgggghhhh ~~

But I must admit that some phases in the book are really very touching and nice !!

Signing off;

Hze

- 3:14 PM.

I'm not gonna write you a love song

I really had a nice conversation with Dr. Lee that day.

I suppose to go to there for an interview.

Ahem. Alright. I did okay.

But it seem like the interview was just a small part of our conversation..

Instead I was more like looking for an education consultant xP

"A MBBS holder is just like having the same standard as

a GARBAGE COLLECTOR !"

Don't doubt on this statement.

It was what come out from a pediatrician

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Today I was fortunate enough to get to know another interesting man.

He is like a big brother of mine.

In fact,

he is around my dad's age !!!

He claimed that his chinese horoscope is

FOX !!

coz he refused to tell mom how old he is actually..

He even told me that TURTLE and CAT are registered in

Korean's chinese horoscopes !!

And promised that he will give me a FOC dye hair sevice

on 29 Feb 2010 !!

He is uncle Tony,

the middle-aged man with a extremely young heart.

Oh, I'm sad ~

Coz I'm not good enough in understanding lame jokes !!

Andy said :

"Jie, you can ask your brain cells to response faster in this aspect !"

>.<

The worst thing being an elder sister is

when you been bullied by your own brother !!!!

Anyway,

I learnt something awesome --

y-Not = toNy

Signing off;

Hze

- 2:43 AM.

It's a dangerous love affair

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Baby,

Thanks for saving me from the brink of destruction

Signing off;

Hze

- 7:32 PM.

The woman with giant legs

Thursday, February 4, 2010

The woman with giant legs

Mandy Sellars was born in 20 February 1975.

She was born with unusually enormous, malformed legs and feet.

"When I was born, there was a noticeable difference

between my upper body and my lower body." Sellars said.

Throughout her childhood,

the growth of her legs and feet continued to grow

much more rapidly than the rest of her body

until she could no longer to move on her own.

At the age of 35,

they are still growing at an alarming rate.

In 2006,

she was diagnosed with Proteus Syndrome.

-- A congenital disorder that causes skin out growth

and atypical bone development.

There is no known cure for this disorder so far.

Sellars weighs 285 pounds,

but the top half of her body only accounts for around 70 pounds of that,

the rest is in her gigantic legs and feet.

As she experienced incresing mobility problems,

now, she has to walk with the aid of crutches and

drive a specially equipped automobile.

Can you imagine, she doesn't give up the chances to drive !!!

Sellars often seemed to be on the edge of disaster.

During her college life time,

she was once suddenly paralysed because of a blood clot

that required 10 weeks of hospitalisation.

After a plastic surgeon tried liposuction to reduce the bulk in her legs,

more tissues grew back than had been removed !!

Despite her disability,

Sellars lives independently with a very full life.

She has earned a degree in Psychology and practised in couselling.

Sellars is suffering from the agonies that

we normal people usual impossibly accept.

She has been told eventually she may need to amputate her legs.

Yet,

she treasures every single second to enjoy her life as much as possible.

I'm so impressed by her optimistics !!

By looking at Ms. Mandy Sellars' severe living condition,

I can say that she is the most beautiful woman that I ever know.

She doesn't need an extremely beautiful physical appearance

but her never-give-up spirit makes her looked so beautiful !

She has my utmost respect.

Check it out her website http:// http://www.mandysellars.com/

If she doesn't inspire you,

tell me who will ?

Signing off;

Hze

- 3:12 PM.

The stars lean down to kiss you

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Today I went back to my beloved school -- SETA

Okay. I admit. I used to hate it a lot. xP

Butterflies fluttered in my stomach as

I was driving up to that familiar slope.

It's where I had countless unforgetable memories ...

We chatted, we laughed, we screamed and we played.

Those days we were throwing floor, ice and sugar to each other

like a flim without sound non-stop playing in my mind...

Something that you couldn't deny is

SETA is really a nice place

and now it has became even nicer =D

I was like stepping into a garden that will only appear in fairytales

if the weather would be cooler =/

Alright, back to the main point --

I've finally got my English 1119 certificate ^^

For the last time I had to face the clerks' shit face !

It's a typical wednesday - Hari Koko

As usual, the students were locked inside the school.

The nightmare that I used to have before =X

I'm so sad ... ...

coz I didn't manage to meet my dearie teachers ... ... ... ='(

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There's something I die also couldn't accept !!

No matter how hard I've convinced myself

I really can't believe that my best friend is up with THAT KIND OF GUY !!!!

From his head to his toes ... ...

I really can't see which part of him is compatible to her ??!!

Okay. I' m not saying that he is not good.

They said :" Love is blind."

Wouldn't she being so blind bah ?

I only thought that he isn't good enough for her ... ...

I think it's obvious enough that who I mean for the above statements

I've decided to stay out of this affair

So I guess I've the right to let out everything in my heart in my own personal blog

Forgive of my rudeness

I think you can only understand how I feel if only if you were me

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Who is my mom's priority now?

Not me.

Neither my brother (Her precious son wey ~)

But it's MY DAD !!!!!!

Gosh ~~~~

What's wrong on the earth ???

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YO !!!!!!!

I've just received a facebook message from

My wifey Chi chi ~~ ^^

HaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa

I'm freaking happy now =D

Signing off;

Hze

- 10:14 PM.

I'll kill you if you drive me mad !

Alright people.

I'm close to be getting INSANE !!!!!!

Do you have any idea of what the hell is blocking our bright future?

It's all that fucking idiotic school !!!!!

First,

it was that bloody PIN number !!!!

Which almost caused me to murder the teacher !!!

And now are these stupid cocurriculum marks !!!!

What the hell will be the next ???!!!

I tell you what--

One's tolenrance has its limit

and mine is reaching the peak !!!!

I don't care if you called me the demented woman !!!!

All I know is I HATE ENOUGH of those leceh things !!!!!

I hate enough to drive to that noobie school !!!

I hate enough looking at those teachers' hell face !!!

No more honey words coming out from my sweet voice.

I'll just start berserking

whenever the next I step into the school compound.

Otherwise,

I'll burn the school without saying anything more !!!

A bunch of useless idiots !!!!

I'm not going to wait for my last day on earth to reach,

so what am I going to do tomorrow ?

I'll call the teacher,

keep pestering him until he becomes mad !!!!

Okay people, you wait and see

see what will Hazel do.

Signing off;

Hze

- 12:48 AM.