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DISCLAIMER. Hello, this isHazel Frances Kong =D welcome to The.Hazel.City *Linked to my 1st blog:The.Hazel.Planet FLASHBACKS. January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 March 2012 April 2012 September 2012 December 2012 January 2013 OCCASIONAL VISITS. OCCASIONAL VISITS. Bitch-alert, Blogsecret, Blogskins, Chickenshit, d'Amour, Fashionprotege, Fragmentsofletters, Fuckyeahfoodcravings, Icanread, Idareyoutoclickthis, Iloveccupcakes, Leilockheart, Lovebot, Misswallflower, Mkathrynd, Radio913, Sogou, ThedoctorsTV, Thingssheloves, Yourdeafeningsilence, Vi.sualize, |
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
I'm not Alice, my name is Hazel. So, how do I walk into a Wonderland ? I rather live in a cruel reality than lying to myself that fairytales do exist. I wanted to walk out from it, but it is so wonderful and makes me wanna stay. ******** Waking in at 5 am, twisted and tossed on bed for an hour, I still couldn't get back some sleep before that irritated alarm rings again. At last, end up visiting this city before the dawn breaks. I hate the complication in my head and the battlefield in my heart !! Why do God pour me so many uncertainties ?! A few days before entering August ... I'm so numb until not nervous at all. For the past few months, I have been placing in a great mess and I detest this situation. To the Regulator between Heaven and Hell, please place me to the place that I will settle down perfectly and perform the best. I thank you for listening to my pray. ******** Why do I mind about them so much ? I know they will definitely hurt, but I still want to find out. " Hazel, you aren't cat, but curiosity can kill you also ! " It isn't jealousy for sure; it's a kind of insecurity . Feeling ? How much you trust yours ? Signing off; Hze
- 6:06 AM. Maybe Alice imagined her trip to Wonderland
Friday, July 23, 2010
My mood was DAMN suck just now. For the first time ever, DAD HANG MY PHONE OFF !!! I was like ... " WHAT THE FUCK !! " Wakao. I DAMN bu shuang ! I dunno what the hell wrong I have done ! He better remembers how he treated me tonight and I am going to make him regret one day !! And my stupid brother !! Asking him to do a small favour, said what : " I want sleep liao. " It's ok. I dun care if the whole world denies me, I know myself the most and that is all I care. Tonight, I want thanks my sweet Sze Ung meimei ~ I really really feel thankful to those who being by my side whenever I need someone. I love them so much once again. Tomorrow will be another adventurous trip =D I think I am addicted in risking xP Signing off; Hze
- 2:07 AM. Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart ?
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Not really in mood but still gonna pen down my genuine event of today. Someday, if I turn completely insane, it will be all thanks to my 'beloved' mother. Urgh, I'm going to forget it so dun ask anything. TODAY, I went for HUNTINGGGGGGG !!! At that fa-mous MidValley lo. Thank you sooooo much for my latest best buddies Jack Syen and Ben~ They are really being very nice and thoughful to me =) Then, on my way leaving paradise, guess who I met ? -- My dear Big Bro RajKumar !!!!!! I was madly excited ! Alone in an unfamiliar place for the first time, meeting someone whom I'm familiar with ... I felt like hugging him so much lo. I really freaking miss those familiar faces. Bro said : " I was actually taking the wrong bus so I come here, see, God make us meet. " Amazing right ? I believe nothing in this world, except Money and Fate. Signing off; Hze
- 10:50 PM. Here we go again, it's so insane !
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Okay. HABIS CERITA, TUNGGU MATI. I'm not going to burn midnight oil tonight. Signing off; Hze
- 7:50 PM. What am I suppose to say?
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Ayuh. This is extreme wey. It's so boring until I could die ! I miss miss miss my metallic boyfriend la. I hope I can get fever tonight, then I can tell dad that I'm ill due to car-sick. Signing off; Hze
- 8:02 PM. Ain't nobody gonna treat you better
Saturday, July 17, 2010
The bestest thing of  tonight ismy mom has finally gone back. Somebody please awards a whatever Noble Prize to my poor dad. How can he manages to tahan a woman like this for 26 years ?! I remember I asked dad before : " Do you still love mom because she is so different from who she was ? " And my dad answered without hesitation : " Of course I love, I love her even she goes mad." I think my dad must be lying even he sounded so real. When others said : " So nice that your mom comes and stay with you. " I was thinking ... : " If you want, I can ask my mom to stay with you lo. See whether will you vomit blood or not ! " Anyway, mom said : " I die also won't come to here without daddy ! " She almost died due to boredom but I almost died due to breathing difficulty. Signing off; Hze
- 6:48 PM. Half of my heart takes times for this situation
Monday, July 12, 2010
Awwww... I miss PP and Kuan Shuen so much !! One of them is whom I can share anything. Part of the reason is because she knows me SO well and always tell me the truth, even is the cruelest one. Another always ensures me that there are always hopes and being so helpful to me all the times. And now, I need them, always hope to keep them by my side. ******** Oww.. I'm dying of boredom ! No mood to flip those books. I see no reason making myself to memorise them when I don't even enjoy the lectures. Tons of bullshit ! Dr. Ng's Virus Infection was great but today's Fungal Infection was like hell. Even he, himself realised and said : " I don't think you all enjoy the lecture. " I was like ... ... " Tau Tak Ape lo ! " ******** Everything seems so beautiful from the moment you step into my life. Signing off; Hze
- 5:41 PM. I wanna lie on bed all the day
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Listen up. Never under-estimate guys ! Especially towards those ' wooden-block ' type ! With this, yeap I'm refering to my I-never-know-so-smart brother !! Scary wey that fellow ! I wouldn't believe that he said to me : " I'm waiting you to tell me. " GOSH. He isn't that dumb as his face shows lo. Signing off; Hze
- 10:25 PM. Oh we all should live righteously
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Indeed. I got insomnia again. Mamak stallers keep screaming crazily, I guess my brother is awaken as well. That heartless fellow doesn't even text me a single sms nowsday. Alright, my poor Freaky Monster's page is fulfilled with emo posts recently. So I gonna make a revolution here tonight. All the time, I was trying to find out the reason why I am so super-unlucky? And now, even my mom admits this fact. Until now still nothing is found. Ignoring my nature aura of attracting bad lucks, there are some certain things that I can be considered as the luckiest one =) First, I have a GREAT dad, who is always my Number 1 Supporter !! Then, I final.. final.. finally obtain my mom's support. Trust me that this is the BEST thing she ever gives me. Second, my friends are so AWESOME !! I always need someone(s) to listen to my complaints. And if I don't complain, I die. So my housemates ended up becoming my victims. But I know that they did enjoy listening to my craps ;D I'm good in telling craps in an interesting way ^^ Then, Li Han made me spaghetti for dinner yesterday. She saw me so unhappy lately and gave me something nice. So sweet la this girl, making me feel so touched ! In fact, we have only known each other for 2 months. You see, length of period will never be a problem. What are the most precious two things on the earth ? -- Sincerity and Enthusiasm Third, I have finally met someone RIGHT >3 Okie. Mamak stall goes dead at last Die la how could I wake up at 7.30 am wor ? Dammit study case ! Goodnight world ~ Signing off; Hze
- 3:52 AM. Tell that fellow I detest him !
Saturday, July 3, 2010
" Medicine is a science that can be taught and an art that to be learnt. " My question is : Why does Utar make it so fucking hell ?! Are they moron or what? Such beautiful thing and they turn it into something so suckish?! That's it. I'm not giving up but I won't torture myself anymore. I memang like that in nature ! I suka then laugh; tak suka then scream ! Who cares if you don't feel right with me, scram please then ! From onwards, I will be freaky indulging myself in my lovely art. I don't care if I fail your stupid exam ! You better chase me out of your stupid school before I fried your squid !! I tolerate you because of my parents. We'll then see how it goes until November. Dear darling November, would you please come faster? I'm so glad to be my daddy mummy's girl. Ok. I have just decided to share my big big house with them in future :) Stay happy and kick off that idiotic emo-ness !!! Eh, Long live, HAZEL because nothing can bring you down ! Signing off; Hze
- 10:02 PM. Drying up to name a title
Flooding of emo posts ... ... Trust me that I really detest this kind of me ! Alright I guess only leaving a few of us who still stay in JB. As usual, the sorrow runs over my spine indicates that we are really on the different separating paths ... For those who still stand upon our lovely mother land, appreciate it because other places are worse than hell ! Don't believe, ask Mun Chin. She starts cursing on her first day in KL. To my fully sweethearts; partly siblings Then to sweety Jolene, I extra miss this girl in my mourning season here ... I miss those days we were non-stop chit-chatting in tuition class. I hate this self-torturing situation too !! I know it can't help but still gonna buck it up. PP told me : " If you really pray hard then you will get what you want. " Okay. I'm still alive but I barely breathing ... I wish I can wait patiently and pray hardly. I still hoping that one day money can fall from the sky to me then everything will be solved. Signing off; Hze
- 8:31 PM. okay this is HYPER-sensitivity !
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Reaching the peak of tolerance, Runing out of last drop of enthusiasm ... Saver of the land, would you please spare me a hand ? My question is - What the hell is going on ?! Even my ex lover committed suicide, poor young man ! Like Prof. Yasmin said today : " It there's no man, life is great ! " I hate this horrible place ! What I want is QUALITY not that stupid idiotic QUANTITY !! Eeeyeerr .. dammit kanasai ! Signing off; Hze
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