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ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.

Designer: Yours truly.
Header: Nicole.

Take me away to a secret place
Tuesday, June 29, 2010

To the Ruler of The Earth :
" Please spare me a place;
anywhere will do as long as I can leave here,
will you ?
Please please and please ... "
( I fucking hate this place,
forgive me but I still mean it ! )
Signing off;
Hze


- 11:30 PM.


Gone crazy from the moment I met you
Sunday, June 27, 2010

Tons and loads of words in my heart.
I really hope I can just express each of them out delicately
but I couldn't.
Entering to the 5th week,
FIFTH only people and yet things were getting so crazy !
It's absolutely no wrong to say that I had a beautiful honeymoon for the last two weeks.
On the first week,
I had my most exciting 'Land Sweet Land' trip
and I was dyinng to write more about this
but forgive me because I'm not going to do so tonight,
maybe I'll come back to it one day.
Then a sequence of craziest events happened in my life on the second week.
Anyway,
I really left no second to mourn,
gonna get back on track so that not to be left out !
Getting out from this fairytale
because I will never be a princess
but a QUEEN in future !
Reaching to my main purpose of updating this post :
Dear Almight Lord of the World,
I appreciate EVERYTHING that you have destined to me.
But please please please forgive your rude child
being so greedy to ask for more and more.
I plead you to give me another smoother route
so that I can leave this muddy flirty path;
otherwise;
pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
so that I can survive from this breathing difficulty.
Whatever comes,
gonna settle down my heart and work harder and hardest
for MYSELF, my respectable Daddy and Mummy
and the one who wants to read my update desperately.
To THE ONE in a million:
"You might not be the most wonderful one to me,
but you're definitely the greatest one ever walks into my life !
I first like you,
then I want fall for you
and adore you as how you adore me."
Signing off;
Hze


- 9:07 PM.


Babe, this situation is driving me crazy
Monday, June 14, 2010

Alright.
Lacking of time but still gonna say something.
I was probably forget to make a fairwell for everything that I had.
Perhaps that familarity caused me tend to take them for granted.
I feel extremely grateful to have a chance
to go back to JB again after leaving for around 1 month...
I miss every single traffic light along the road in JB ...
including the signboards stating the name of places I'm familiar with...
Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday Tuesday...
and finally it will be here tomorrow :)
After a solemn fairwell,
trust me, I will never be the same !
My soul and my heart,
this is the place you gonna be.
And here comes Hazel's latest famous 5 words :
" I die also MUST SURVIVE ! "
Not forgetting to mention,
T_______________T
I lost one side of my favourite earings .......
My heart really aches like HELL !!!!!!
I can't accept the fact that it was gone from me ....
I hope I can reach it back soon ....
Well,
that's all for this time -
Books-Munching session again.
Signing off;
Hze


- 6:35 PM.


I got a smile that I deserve to
Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Wow it's really been a time since the last time I was here ..
I really almost forget I have a place called here.
My brain has been saturated so many many things.
They're still making me feel so not-real...
I was really suffocating for the past few days ..
Strictly speaking should be 10 days !
Finally, I managed to obtain some air just a few hours ago.
Hopefully I can get onto the track as soon as possible.
I die also MUST SURVIVE !!
Thanks to GH's idoitic management,
I got a chance to get back to the land where I grew !!!!
I SUPER DUPER HAAAAPPPPYYYY !!!
I miss every single thing at there seriously.
I miss the roads that I could recognise even been blindfolded...
I miss the restaurants that I used to go so often until I scared for stepping into them...
I miss the shopping complexes nearby that I always complaint SO SIEN
I suddenly realise that I don't really have experienced all the things in JB
My housmates were busy downloading and watching Korean drama
yet I was busy munching tons and tons of books
that would make me die on the next second due to indigestion !!!
I'm taking the toughest path and
it won't be finished within 2 or 3 years but 10 !!!!
I'm struggling to get a better life ;
NO !
I'm struggling to get the BEST life one day !
Dear God,
I'm not yet completely strengthless,
but I need more strength to carry on.
Please please please
provide me some invisible aids
to help me get through the following weeks
and survive over this year pleaseeeee
I plead for your mercy and beg for your kindness.
Not even a month yet,
but I found out a fact that I didn't realise for the past 18 years --
In fact,
the hardest thing on the earth is to
keep yourself happy.
And I want to stay happy.
Signing off;
Hze


- 12:40 AM.