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ACKNOWLEDGEMENT.

Designer: Yours truly.
Header: Nicole.

Desperate girls and stupid boys
Saturday, March 26, 2011

"Kiss kiss, kiss goodbye tomorrow."
Scary.
2 weeks are gone in a blink.
The scariest 'living thing' in this world is -
that three moving hands of clock !!
How good if I could return to the night of last friday =(
Good la.
Balik also good la.
Frankly speaking,
these few days, I have been waiting for time to go back India to come, actually.
I thought of eating that, that, that before I come back,
but eventually, I still have lots haven't tasted =/
ie. Yong tau hu, Hakka looi cha fan, Summer dory rice burger ...
( kill me please, what the hell I was doing within these 2 weeks for not eating my favourites ? )
At least India makes me realize how many favourite food I used to love =)
For this return,
I don't really find fruitful, to be honest.
Besides knowing traffic polices are those wearing white shirt not blue one,
and the nearest summon payment centre to my house =|
My greatest regret is,
I didn't really have the chance to meet up my best friends .... ='(
I hope they know how much I really wanted to meet them,
but a few thousand kilometers can be a huge obstacle,
and eventhough we don't meet up with each other,
they are still as important as we were to me, and even more.
But I got to know how much my brother loves me
and realized how much I want my boyfriend in my life.
That first night I came back,
that little fellow said to me :
" Jie, you know how long I had been waiting for your return? "
And in this last night of mine,
he told me :
" Jie, I know we all not happy, but I really happy that you come back. "
I really see tremendous changes within him.
Okay.
On my last day,



I met up with JUNEJUNE ^^
My most comfortable friend.
The one I could share my most emotional personal issue emotionallessly.
In a short,
I'm going back India.
Temporary farewell with Ringgit Malaysia =[
I have 2 must-successful missions from tomorrow onwards !!
The first one -
more rajin belajar and conquer first year !!!
Secondly -
risk my entire life to protect my new phone and new laptop's charger !!!
- Tomorrow, will always be better.-
Signing off;
Hze



- 3:46 AM.


The only one I want for life
Friday, March 25, 2011


My 'Final Destination' 
Signing off;
Hze


- 12:16 AM.


I got a lot to say to you
Thursday, March 24, 2011

" I notice your eyes always glued on me."
Aiyo.
I left less than 48 hoursssssss ... 
Tomorrow gonna start packing edi =|
Lately, everything has being so unreal ..
Been staying at a never expected world for 6 months,
then coming back to the nothing more familiar world.
You know, for these few days of staying here,
in certain moments, I will ask myself :
"Whatever was happening during the last 6 months? Are they real?"
Then I will recall another 6 months earlier than this,
how I struggled in searching the rightest path to go ...
That was even more not real scarily.
Going back,
the best part is to continue realizing big dream and dreams.
Then the most brilliant part is -
tons of new pressure are spouting up,
and those existing ones will become heavier.
Okay. I shall stop here, and continue on tomorrow, perhaps.
Got much more important work, for now.
Signing off;
Hze


- 2:16 AM.


Love hurts whether it is right or wrong
Monday, March 21, 2011

"But honestly, I just need to be a little crazy."
Awfully exhausted.
Battling in India is killing; but coming back home also that tiring.
If I don't blog tonight,
tomorrow's post will never be a genuine one.
How am I going to start this post ?
Ok, storm stops thundering after a heavy rain.
Heavenly Father, or Mother; or Grandfather; even Gandmother,
or whoever has the power,
please.
I don't expect sun shines again, please just keep the sky peace in such way will do.
I dunno what's on the earth of the another world where I am not belong makes this huge alteration,
perhaps it is what everything of everything that had happened to me changes me.
I have becoming ... slightly less apathetic or
in the other word, became more emotional.
See,
road is too long, time is too short, thoughts are too complicated.
Things are just no longer the same anymore.
Signing off;
Hze


- 1:11 AM.


Now I'm feeling so fly like a G6
Friday, March 18, 2011

"Underestimated, look. I'm still around."
OMG.
I accidentally make a glance over the date of my last post.
It was LAST MONTH !!!!!!
What on the earth happened to this girl who called her a 'part-time blogger' ??
Narh. I'm so far from part-time now.
Dunno why lea.
Perhaps that long disconnection with blogger 
makes me so used of keeping everything within myself ...
7 more days left ...
I thought I must be very unwilling to go back
but eventually, no.
Yet I know that going back is like continue sleeping with the nightmare last night
I ... have an undescribable feeling =(
Signing off;
Hze


- 12:27 AM.