Okay.
Emotionally interrupted to the max.
So the best is,
stop talking and just bitching !

I just realise I'm actually stop blogging for a while.

Actually,
I shift to bitching all the time at here.

With hand; using phases,
not with mouth; using voices.

I never feel boring until I come here.
I didn't even know the exact spelling for bored is
B-O-R-E-D

I'm not sure I'm bored to mad,
or lonely to mad now.

Boredom and loneliness,
they seem love me so much than anyone else on the earth.

But according to sequence,
I suppose,
because of lonely so I feel bored.

Yet, I was alone last time,
why don't I feel bored?

In conclusion,
what I actually need the most,
is shoping complexes.

The more complex, the better it will be.

Friends ?

Boyfriends, girlfriends,
are they really gonna last until
death tears us apart ?

My apology,
knowing that my bestfriends would have read this,
but I still have to say,
yes, I doubt about it.

Best friends.

Look at my cases in record.
Angel, Sook Yee, Alva.

Ok the first one,
might be the stupidiest primary best friendship thing.

But still,
I see people hang out with their best primary friends like time never really exist within them.

The second one,
being so popular,
until I'm so tiny like shrimp to her.
So I being tired over always the one takes initiative.
Our friendship went into grave with
a sms of mine filled frustration of the moment.

Then Alva.
360 degree transformation because of her first boyfriend.
Okay, I'm bitch.
I still dunno what she sees into him.
And I guess,
I won't be invited if they really steeping into the church.

Then,
the recent.

Yea, Tan Jack Syen.
Someone I wanted to make him as
my children's godfather,
who has chosen to make me
evapourate in his atmosphere first.

I don't even know what I've done !

Since I'm in the baddest mood,
if I continue to talk about him,
I might end up cursing him til no end.

Then the other day,
me and Lian were talking about
'' She doesn't even share her things with us anymore. ''

This is so true.

I gonna reveal something here.
Years ago, I know this girl.
She always says something makes me feel
''Oh dear, somebody just into my heart
without I showing it out. ''

I guess now,
she is the only thing could amaze me.

To Lillian Sea,
the one doing nothing but
already cheers me up :)

To be continue;
Hze