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LOVEY~♥

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Header: Nicole.

The silence is slowly killing me

Friday, December 31, 2010

"The way I feel is completely interwined."

The same unpleasant feeling for two successive nights.

Haih~

Off to library for countdown 'party' bah~

Only Physio is free for me tonight, I guess.

Signing off;

Hze

- 10:55 PM.

Lonely is the song I sang til you come along

Thursday, December 30, 2010

"You make me strong, please don't bring me down."

I've just been away for a while,

but have been missing up so much and so much.

Will everything still in the place when I get back?

I think it's the time for the real challenge begins.

I was still so sure about it few days ago,

where has that confidence gone?

Why does it just left without hinting anything within 48 hours?

I know I shouldn't worry,

because if it is mine, it would be mine.

But I once own it,

I'm reluctant to let go.

And it means so much to me, loads and loads and loads.

This is why I fear of lossing it.

Nothing I can do at here, in this situation

besides hoping time could fly faster and life would get busier

to wash off this anxiety that shouldn't be invaded my mind in the first place.

I should be happy as this is what I yearn for,

why am I doubting on it?

Can I don't go to fb anymore?

It's so tempted to know more,

but the price to pay for knowing more is

you should be sleeping now but you couldn't because

another issue starts to resides certain space in your brain.

Ignorance is bliss,

but being ignorant is self-cheating;

another way you refuse to admit the truth or deny the fact.

At the juction of two roads,

I have no option.

I have being directed a way,

there's no turning back.

I don't want to turn back also.

There's some myths saying that something nice lies ahead.

I'm dying to see; dying to complete this topsy-turvy journey

and reach my destination.

On the 89th day,

you, you, and you made me shed these few pearly droplets.

Signing off;

Hze

- 4:12 AM.

So close to touch but you just can't taste

Monday, December 27, 2010

I think,

I'm in love, again.

Lately, I kind of back to the old owl-resting period ..

mostly haunted by studies;

partly overwelmed by my new valentine.

It has been a week ever since we met for the first time.

THAT PUMA BAG, I think I have fallen for you !!!

I really want that PUMA BAG leaaa...

haih~ shouldn't had gone to Banglore and fell for it just for the first sight !!

See la, now how,

dunno gonna bag-sick for how long ~~~

Signing off;

Hze

- 12:56 AM.

I will never be the same

Sunday, December 26, 2010

I had my very first dong zhi festival,

without seeing any single tang yuan :(

oh well,

so now is my very first christmas on this foreign land.

Of course I have seen christmas tree xD

Anyway,

it's the first christmas without receiving any card ...

I miss Pearlyn whose christmas' card will never be late

and the one whom I love so much but makes me heartbroken so deep.

Yup, I still miss her.

Every single season or festival will remind me of her,

none of any exception.

Ok stop.

This post might be classified under EMO category if I continue speaking about her.

Something makes me feel warm tonight.

It's a christmas ecard from mamie :)

So happy until it made me cry

A hidden secret I have just discovered since I came here-

I do have active lacrimal glands.

Few more days to a brand new year .....

Signing off;

Hze

- 12:56 AM.

I never ask for more than your love

Friday, December 24, 2010

Oh I really can't believe that

my last post at here was 30th of September ...

hell long ago but it just a short period of 3 months =(

It's BOXING DAY of 24th December !!!

Whoa~ It's DECEMBER !!

Another year is going off ...

Time does fly

and soon I will be entering my brilliant 4th month at India.

So much things around here,

most of them are what I never ever dreamt about,

dun even mention about imagination.

The best thing in here is

I feel the peace despite stress of studies and my poor management on Rupees.

(I dunno why I can manage so well on Ringgit but not Rupees =[ )

I could still remember vividly how was I first arriving here,

the world outside was so MUCH different when I peek through the window from bus.

And now it has became part of my daily life,

the essential routine I have to go through everday.

It's great because I will not be the same when I return.

Anyhow,

I miss my besties for I can never meet someones else like them

in any other places or any other time.

They are the most precious pieces of memory that I keep in my heart

which constantly remind me that I'm not alone.

Happy Christmas to the world once again :)

Signing off;

Hze

- 11:14 PM.